B Wills - "Women Lie, Men Lie" Freestyle

Definitely had to get this off ma chest... Still only half of what I wanna say tho

IIt's Official!!! B Wills Performing Live w/ Wiz Khalifa Saturday May 1st @ Club Zodiac ( Toledo,OH)

Man words can't explain how excited I am bout this shit lol! Been so long since I've performed in my hometown, this'll be great. I'ma definitely make this a night to remember! ANYONE NEEDING TICKETS CONTACT MY MANAGER EMBRACE (419) 290-0108 OR ME @ BWILLS419@GMAIL.COM OR ON MY FACEBOOK WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/BWILLS419.. LET'S GO!!

HAppy B-Day Pops .... R.I.P.

Wus up ma dude lol?.. Cornball shit huh lol... Aw man.. I don't even know where to start. I'm sittin here rolling thinking bout what you said u wanted to do for ya birthday this year.. ... Damn man. It's wild because I can write a million and one songs but can't find even half of a word to describe how I'm feeling.. I really believe that I'ma hate the entire month of April forever. My granny birthday, your birthday, and the day my grams passed which is crazy cuz that same day is my Paw Paw's birthday and he's in the hospital as we speak. Shit crazy right? When ma granny passed last April, that was it for me.. She was my ace, my heart and soul.. I didn't know what to do because most of all she was my best friend. U already know how me and my mom's relationship is and you know why I couldn't get close to my mom. I wanna tell u something and I need you to believe me, I forgive you for not being there. You don't understand what the 5 months that we spent meant to me, more than any accomplishment with music, or even life damn near. Granny passed in April, and I was done for.. All I wanted was a person to be there, never knowing that I would end up meeting you in July. We got so close .. so fast.. Then u passed December.. The whole time we were kicking it I was so scared to just straight up ask you what happened with the test, and were you really ma pops.. It just felt so complete to have that piece to a puzzle that was always incomplete. I was too frightened to know so I just went along not knowing, but just happy u was there u feel me. Never just went out and kicked it wit my pops, because I never really had one, then the second the tests came back that's when me and my mom's relationship died. I never looked @ her the same till that night.. That night in the car the night after thanksgiving changed my life. The one question I always had, u answered it without me having to ask. When you told me you were sorry I meant that shit when I said fuck it, you're here now. When you got to talking bout how the family would react when u was gone tell em, I understood. No one ever pictured that you had such a secret. From my understanding the only people you told the truth to was me and lil Darrick. Then you got to telling me "No matter what, take care of ya lil brother".. Right then was when I started thinkin ok, maybe he's just a little sick and worried. I was so fucked up that night after thanksgiving because it was the first holiday without my grams, but you telling me that u were indeed ma real pops gave me so much mufucking hope for the future.. Never imagined a week later I'd wake up to a voicemail from lil Darrick crying telling me that you were gone...... The funeral was so damn uncomfortable. So many people made me feel like I was a damn imposter and shit. Everybody snickering under their breath saying how shit aint true and I wasn't a part of the fam.. U know how much that shit hurt? O and Granny.. She refuses to believe it, won't go for it. She still calls me "Lil Darrick's friend" .. Haven't heard from anyone one since the funeral, ANYONE. fAR AS MY LIL BROTHER... THAT'S MA NIGGA!!! lmao.. We so damn close it don't make sense. Lol the family and his mom can't stand the shit, they tried to tell him shit like " He's got all those piercings and tattoos, he a devil worshiper, he on all these drugs and shit" lmao.. The shits horrible and I try to laugh because breaking down is something that I'm so scared to do pops. Every second of every day that I'm out my house, I'm "B Wills" and that's the persona I must carry.. Don't get me wrong now, I love my career and I'm dong ten times better than I ever imagined but that doesn't mean that Brandon is cool .. Everytime I go over my gram's house I walk up the stairs and peak in her room praying to see her laying watching tv.. The shits killing me, and I can't even ride down your street.. I just focus on music and being the best father. My career is @ it's highest point, show after show and city after city.. I still be buggin when cats outta town recognize me and approach me for pics.. It's such a blessing. Cat's talking that I may be included in the XXL's Top 10 Freshman of 2011!!!! I know, crazy right! It's so fuckin wild and I'm loving every second. I swear I wish you were here to see it, maybe the family will start claiming a nigga j/p lol.. I'm trying my hardest to keep cool but I know I'll breakdown soon.. U always got on me for not telling you bout ma next show so here it is.. Ma next show is May 1st here in Toledo @ Club Zodiac , ain't performed @ home in so long, I swear I can't wait. That's the night it's all gonna come out and I'ma leave ma heart on that stage, so if u can, please look down and tune in. Aint go hold chu up, just wanna tell u thank you for being real and giving me what I never had, regardless of how short the time was. Don't ever worry about Lil Darrick, I got ma brother. We good.. If somehow u can talk to the rest of the fam and let them know the truth, please do it, cuz as much as I don't wanna admit it, I need them too. Love ya kid B p.s. Don't forget to watch me May 1st... The show of my life