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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

38 Hours to 106

Chilling for the moment.... Zooted as ever..... So much support, so much pressure. They say you can only measure a man by his ability to perform when he's under pressure. First time I've honestly felt like everybody's behind me. My city's been showing the most love of course, and if you know anything about where I come from then you definitely know that showing love isn't a common thing. Shits actually hitting me for the first time, I'm about to be in front of millions lol.... WTF? .. lol... Not that I don't deserve it because I've definitely bust my ass to get to this point but it's just like damn, so many "what ifs" going through my head. I've had to been asked the question "Are you nervous" at least a million and twenty two times in the past month, and to finally answer that question, to an extent yes. I'm not at all nervous to perform, it's just the magnitude of the possibilities that may result from my performance. I've had to have watched 8 Mile 100 something times in my life but for the first time I actually feel the same way Em did. Ain't gone choke or throw up tho lol, don't trip. It's just crazy. I've got the opportunity to shine light on the city that I was born and raised in, a city that gets so much recognition for negative shit. This performance isn't about me, it's about any person that's ever been doubted time and time again reminding them that no matter your environment or situation that you can also do whatever you can think of. Never ever thought things would happen like this, least not this fast. Am I ready? Wednesday we'll see.. Sweet dreams to those that are growing closer to sleep, as for me, I'll be here. God Bless

Monday, December 6, 2010

BEHIND THE SCENES: The Life Cypher PT. II

ft. Chiefalone, Rockstar D, Spade & urs truly

"Dear Toledo"

‎"Was told a winner never quits & a quitter never wins, so do that mean I'll rap forever to feed my kids? Immortal up in this bitch, just to provide new clothes and kicks? but if I fail will all these models still be catwalking on my d***?" - Bev (Lyrics from "Dear Toledo") T.O.L.E.D.O (This Opportunity Lets Every Demon Out) COMING SOON

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

$.25 till 5pm

Zoned out..... Just vibing to different music, shits really starting to hit. Never been one to second-guess myself, but this is one of the first times I ever felt like so many people were placing their bets on me and cheering for the kid. Crazy, most say I never give myself credit, but truly I don't see the point in it, least not now, because to them I may have accomplished alot but to myself I haven't even scratched the surface of what I plan to do. When you're full you don't really think about eating but when you're hungry with nothing eating is all that u can think of. I tell myself "No one likes my music, no one listens" because it keeps me wanting to stay assertive and not let up. For the past few weeks all I've been receiving is emails about how the whole city and state is behind me, that everyone is watching and looking for me to be that one. Me? Lol fuck no, can't be hahahahahahah.. I'll be all the way 100, I never really knew how many appreciate what I do, all I ever here is the negative he say. I'm really bugging like damn, in 21 days I'll be on one of tv.'s biggest shows, LIVE! Shits crazy, never ever thought things would happen so fast. God knows how hard I've worked and how much I've been thru and I don't want anything except to take care of my family. That's all I want, never was the most popular cat or dude all the chicks checked for, so to behave like that guy now would be so senseless, I honestly don't care for the extra attention because I'm no better or more of a person than anyone else. I just wanna take care of my family. Most only get that 1 chance, and this may very well be mine... No sweat tho, I'M FROM TOLEDO

I.L.L.